hmmm recently not doing anything but crazily indulge in tanning and swimming.. getting back my nice tone.. b4 the skin sheds... hmmm i see nothing in life i truly like.. the love for band is fading though it is there but not longer stronger.. the desire to roam the work is at its peak.. seeking my meaning in life is of utmost importance this instance!
I see myself falling to the cycle of study and getting a job.. work all my life =_=.. or if lucky open business and what? still working ...I know i am a hard to get along with type of person.. lousy character, demanding, selfish, self centered.. act smart..stingy..full of flaw.. internal and external.. short fat ugly talk too much.. and I am not str8..getting myself in the wrong relationship as a third party with fish..la~ssssss.. but yeah.. there you have it.. ur mr Tan Bai Xiang Tony..
receive both enrolment offer letter from Edith Cowan University and Murdoch University. So sian..
31 oct.. if my mum is not gonna settle school fees.. here i am singapore.. getting bored as i am back here.. worse then the times in europe..i see no meaning here.. like.. totally meaningless.. like is a stand still. no excitement but the only looking forward to a big sunny day where i can secure a nice tann and enjoyable swim..
so much to say and type but nothing is goingthrough my brain.. life is meaningless for me now.. totally black.. no light..hate this period..
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